About me

 my name is elena from near ottawa ontario canada!  i am shamanistic( i am actually central asian) in my beliefs though i was raised catholic.  i am an artist, writer, musicain, and photographer!  i like to read and writer in my free time, though i go stargazing a lot!  That being said I have been stargazing since age 4, the same with my love of learning started at age 4!  I am not good at math, though brilliant in everything else.

I was raised catholic for my child hood though that did not work out, in the school I was called demonic and r slurred because of who I was racially instead of intellectual reasons!  I got bullied in hell-mentary school, as I call it, to the point where I wanted to take my own life at times….that bad.  Though I will not be blogging about that for sure!  I am central Asian which is Eurasian by blood, that means I am half white and half Asian (inner Asian).  I have roots in India, to Kazakhstan and even some Tibetan! And the white in me is also varied from east to west too.  I read to cope with the situations that had happened in my life and the same with writing.   I have been on this planet for more than 37 years.  I was born in a war zone and adopted to Canada at age 2, though the locals also called me demonic and r slurred.

I am very creative and intelligent (though it might not seem that way at times).  I also do some crystal work on myself!  I don’t want to date anyone as I had found that dating made my life even more miserable than it already had to be, I would rather be positive and good in life then too spew out negativity, though sometimes it doesn’t always work that way.   I am hoping to be a tattoo artist and a writer, though I have some listeners on Spotify, I am a musician!   I am good with everything just don’t ask me to do math!  I will be blogging about the stuff I read and the stuff I do, depending on my mood!   Though I will not be doing poetry on here this is for Wattpad and hellopoetry!

Well I might put on a poem once in a while!  Though I am not so big on poems at times!  I am learning to cook and I enjoy the hobby though I wish to do it more often!   I also am under the average weight and over the average opinion, under weight and over opinionated though I eat like a horse!🐴